With my title english my childhood enemy I am not trying to say that I hate studing literature it is just a never ending war between me and english that started when i first started study english back in India, everytime I thought I conquered it next thing I would find out that nope that's not it, I have to encounter with another problems too. I always worked hard to get my grasp of this widely diverse language for years but it was not easy for me and after that I thought the reason I wasn't learning it because I am not using it in my everyday life. I immigrated to America like in 2008 like before two and half years from now so i think it is enough time to practice and improve my speakig skills that were holding me back to get to know this emotional language but I was wrong again i was failing again not my class, I got good grades in all my english classes but i was not feeling it. I want to feel it in my soul so that everytime i will speak, something romantic will come out of my mouth which will refresh my mind.
As I thought it many times in my mind that why I am taking this class again and again even though I am not getting it. I think it is my deep love with literature that this language have not seen yet and may be wants me to work hard so that when one day I will master it I will appreciate it more by thinking about what i have achieved and how beautiful it is. I discovered this bond between me and literature last year, I failed entry level essay exam which is required to get literature in college but after like two months I passed A.P literature test which I thought I had no hope of passing it. I think my mind discovered that distance between me and literature is increasing so it forced me to work hard and now here I am still learning literature even though many obstacles tried to stop me from achieving my goals. So I think its like a love story that has no end yet...................to be continued
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